You're still too far from me.

You're still too far from me.

   April 13, 2014       FJ

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I am not excited to meet you, i am not even interested to look for you.

But i will be happy to have you in my life right now, i will even welcome you with a hug.



Maybe you’re busy with someone right now or maybe busy fulfilling your dreams or maybe busy looking for your other half. It may be me or it may be someone else before me, i dont care whoever you’re looking for or where you are right now, i am willing to wait for you. 


Just always remember that i will stay wherever i am right now, waiting, preparing & praying. Waiting for whenever you arrive, preparing to be the God’s best for you & praying that you’re the God’s best, that i am waiting for.



I am not excited to meet you, but i can’t wait to know who & what God has prepared for me :)

-A letter for my FUTURE BOYFRIEND

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Uhm..

Uhm..

   March 01, 2014       FJ

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He had someone. Someone he’ll never forget. Someone who became a part of his life. Someone who received all his effort. Someone who successfully changed him. Someone who made him believe to love fantasies. Someone who made him feel who really he is. And that.. Someone who made him cry.

I knew his story, I listened & tried to help him to get out of the pain. I watched him drowned with regret & tears. What I really don’t understand is that.. why is he spending his whole being to someone who doesn’t even feel the same way that he did?

I feel sorry for him.




but I hope he knew that.. I am here.

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