Unanswered Thoughts
I tried harder, I pushed
myself, but I should’ve not.
I was assured that everything
was fine, that he was fine, but none of it was.
I’ve held on to those
promises and to those words he left, but none was in his memory.
I’ve been devoted to our
future but he was still embracing his yesterday.
Am I that stupid? Or you were
a fraud?
I know what you have been
through but why I cannot consider.
With all the knowledge of the
situation but continued to invest, I was in bad faith.
I rescinded but still my
loss.
Why did you say love me and
be still the same?
Why am I waiting for something
I was not assured?
I challenged all my words, my
thoughts and my emotions.
What have I done to you?
Why do I feel the regret of
my own rescission? Why should I?
Why did I become a prisoner
of your promises? Why should I be?
Why did I love too much,
which I should have not.
What have I done to you to
make me feel this way?
Why am I still here?
Is it really worth the wait...
or am I waiting for nothing?
If you were still embracing
your past, so do I, you are my yesterday.
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